BOSS MOM CAUSE HE'S NO BOSS!!!

Dear ex husband, I hope this letter finds you well.  I wanted țo write you this to thank you.  When you were showing me the opposite of what you were  saying, I almost lost myself. Somewhere between the fighting and name calling, you made me feel like the most worthless wife and mother.  I gave you everything and yet it never felt like enough, that I was ever enough; that our children were ever a priority to you; that I was ever a priority to you. We were just there when you were done with all your selfish games, giving everyone else the time of day and doing whatever the fuck you wanted to do. Blame the drugs, blame the day, blame the week, blame the month, blame the year, blame whatever you want, but until you can look in the mirror and put some blame on the person staring back at you, you will never heal and grow from your own toxic traits! Sincerely, Boss Mom

  There was this energy Excitement came over me, along with a strange feeling that I hadn't felt before To see you, face to face, that first time and feel your arms wrap around me was beyond amazing It was a moment I won't ever forget. I will remember that forever. It plays on repeat some days and I find myself smiling over the memories; not just that one, but all of them. My life has been filled with moments of pain, where I felt like a million pieces shattered on the floor.  I've picked myself up and put myself together so many times. I thought I was damaged; too hard to love; too needy or asked for too much, but in the end I realized I was just asking the wrong people. You are my forever. The one I have dreamed for  a lifetime. The other half to my soul. I loved you the moment I met you and I'll love you for eternity ❤ 

  It's not that I need to be saved, I did that shit a long time ago. I'm just so tired of these boys playing games like I'm a fucking toy! Seems like these walls I have built up will continue to protect my heart until someday, one day, maybe, someone comes along and is patient and kind enough; who knows how to love and shows me that everyone before was just a fucking fool for passing up a woman like me! I may not be perfect and I never claimed to be, but I'm pretty fucking amazing! Always have been, I just forgot who I was for awhile. So until then, I'm gonna love myself hard and take care of me and my girls because that, my friends, is what matters...I am what matters and I have always been enough!💜

  Let the pain come, let it flood over you like a tidal wave of emotions. No one said healing was gonna be easy. Some days it sneaks up on you. Out of the blue a wave of emotions; a tear falls and you remember the pain like yesterday. It's ok to have days like that; moments like that are not a weakness, how you use those moments to give you strength; there is a reason for those feelings. Accept them and thank them and then let that shit go! Breath in with the peace, strength and love and breath out the negative, the hurt and the pain. No one said that healing was going to be easy. Give yourself some grace and keep going!🥰

  I have given love to people who have almost destroyed my heart. I was left in pieces on the floor, shattered like a broken glass. Do you want to know something? Some of the most beautiful things can be put back together piece by piece and become the most gorgeous figure of strength, wisdom and kindness to walk the earth. I thought I would never find a love that would reciprocate my feelings...but I guess even I know you should never say never...🤞